Incredibly Frustrating

Here I am again - still feeling like death warmed over... and I'm so frustrated!! I'm tired of feeling like dirt, and I'm ready to get out of the house and rejoin the land of the living again... but my ears are still bothering me, and the sore throat is coming back. It's beginning to look like I'll be repeating my visit to Dr. W tomorrow - or at least calling in for more drugs!

The only benefit is that I'm finally back down those pounds that I'd regained, and I'm down an extra pound this week - I'll probably find it again once I get better, but maybe not since I'm going to plan on hitting the healthy eating and exercise hard... we'll just have to see what happens. On another good note - John's Aunt gave me some lovely PJ's for my birthday (that's what I'm living in these days) that are a size 1X - I never thought I'd get in to them now, but they FIT!! They fit and they're cute on me... so at least it's a small victory!

Poor John has gone on to church by himself this morning and he's going to the grocery store for me on his way home - he's such a great helper... I don't know what I'd do without him! He took care of me yesterday and even braved his way through a full day of Lifetime Movie Network... I think he spent a good amount of the day on his computer, but he didn't retreat from the room - so he gets points for that. He must have asked me hundreds of times if I needed anything - so he's really being such a good sport for me.

The dogs are digging it a little though because I don't move around much - so they can snuggle in and just sleep right along with me... normally I'm moving around a lot and they have to wake up to follow me from room to room...

I'm going to try to sweet talk him into uploading the baptism video this afternoon if he's up to it, and I'll post it as soon as he gets it done.